21.
A milestone? Nah. An achievement? Considering my diet and the way I live, yeah kinda. Worth celebrating? Maybe.
Today I enter my third decade of residing on planet Earth.
Just another day in between the past and future.
Dec 24, 2012
Dec 17, 2012
Viva la Resolution
I stopped making new years resolutions a thing a long time, back when I came to realise I'd generally forget what they were by the time February had come, but something has come over me, compelling me to try just one more time.
I'm not sure what it could be that compels me. Me turning 21? Being out of school for three years and achieving little to nothing? Being so bored I'm content with walking headfirst into everything? It could be any of these things, or a multitude of other nonsensical and ridiculous reasons, but the fact remains, I feel like making a resolution. The only ones I've had in the past that I can remember were just becoming a more peaceful and humble person, which I think turned out not too bad, but who am I to say.
But you don't care about my old ones, you're reading and thinking "Just hurry up and tell your stupid new resolution so I can be on my way.", and I'd say I'm getting better at mind reading... Bad joke, okay. But in some seriousness (not all, we can't have too much seriousness in here, my other posts would get jealous), I feel that as an artist, saying this in the least pretentious way possible, I haven't been arty enough. My creative mojo has been living with a drought, most likely due to an excess of 'creative stimulants' the kids these days like to share around. This creative drought has left me feeling pointless, drained, bored and just all around majorly 'meh'.
So naturally, to cure this I must remedy this somehow, which gets me to my resolution. 2013 will mark the beginning of my somewhat but not overly pretentious and annoying arty era, or MSBNOPAE for short (still working on a name for it, but it's art, that's perfectly acceptable). Gonna put my creative in a jumpstart, push out some tracks and albums, maybe work on drawing and get back into the whole design thing. I'll still be me, the humble but sometimes overemotional tranny, but now I'll just be taking pictures of myself claiming it to be 'part of a piece'.
So yes, 2013, expect more art from me, but don't really 'coz I suck a resolutions.
Also, someone give me some questions or some topics or something, by the end of the year all I've really got to talk about is christmas and that I'm getting older, it'd be mad boring for you guys.
'til next time,
Mat.
I'm not sure what it could be that compels me. Me turning 21? Being out of school for three years and achieving little to nothing? Being so bored I'm content with walking headfirst into everything? It could be any of these things, or a multitude of other nonsensical and ridiculous reasons, but the fact remains, I feel like making a resolution. The only ones I've had in the past that I can remember were just becoming a more peaceful and humble person, which I think turned out not too bad, but who am I to say.
But you don't care about my old ones, you're reading and thinking "Just hurry up and tell your stupid new resolution so I can be on my way.", and I'd say I'm getting better at mind reading... Bad joke, okay. But in some seriousness (not all, we can't have too much seriousness in here, my other posts would get jealous), I feel that as an artist, saying this in the least pretentious way possible, I haven't been arty enough. My creative mojo has been living with a drought, most likely due to an excess of 'creative stimulants' the kids these days like to share around. This creative drought has left me feeling pointless, drained, bored and just all around majorly 'meh'.
So naturally, to cure this I must remedy this somehow, which gets me to my resolution. 2013 will mark the beginning of my somewhat but not overly pretentious and annoying arty era, or MSBNOPAE for short (still working on a name for it, but it's art, that's perfectly acceptable). Gonna put my creative in a jumpstart, push out some tracks and albums, maybe work on drawing and get back into the whole design thing. I'll still be me, the humble but sometimes overemotional tranny, but now I'll just be taking pictures of myself claiming it to be 'part of a piece'.
So yes, 2013, expect more art from me, but don't really 'coz I suck a resolutions.
Also, someone give me some questions or some topics or something, by the end of the year all I've really got to talk about is christmas and that I'm getting older, it'd be mad boring for you guys.
'til next time,
Mat.
Dec 3, 2012
Punny Disposition.
Right now I'm not sure if I'm in the kind of mood to be blurting out words that poorly attempt to reflect my emotional status. Not that I'm sad, I just haven't had this feeling for a while. I'd like to think I may just be becoming more of a humble person, but probably not.
Alright, talking about how I can't talk is boring, here goes nothing.
If anything, I've been happy most recently. Being social and chilling out has highly improved my overall state of mind, which, of course, is good. I can't deny that I've struck a bit of luck with the company I've chosen to keep. If so, I'm not sure if the whole going out thing would be half as fun. So my head's in the right place for a while, which is great, especially seeing as the whole gender clinic waiting ordeal has been sorted. In mid January I finally get to actually start what I started almost a year ago (December 5th, so pretty much actually a year, oh gosh).
They're lucky I'm a patient person, otherwise not telling me I had an appointment in August might have really pissed me off.
It looks like this one's gonna be a short one.
Alright, talking about how I can't talk is boring, here goes nothing.
If anything, I've been happy most recently. Being social and chilling out has highly improved my overall state of mind, which, of course, is good. I can't deny that I've struck a bit of luck with the company I've chosen to keep. If so, I'm not sure if the whole going out thing would be half as fun. So my head's in the right place for a while, which is great, especially seeing as the whole gender clinic waiting ordeal has been sorted. In mid January I finally get to actually start what I started almost a year ago (December 5th, so pretty much actually a year, oh gosh).
They're lucky I'm a patient person, otherwise not telling me I had an appointment in August might have really pissed me off.
It looks like this one's gonna be a short one.
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